FUCK!

theres no smiley face for "nervous".

now that i think i might possibly be stuck in this situation, what am i going to do? this is the most serious road i've ever had to look down, and consider. either way, no matter what choice i make, i'm gonna be heartbroken. either way, a part of me, a part of my life, gets torn apart.

i was reading old entries, and the only thing i could think of was how i feel like i've blacked everything out of memory from november 2005 up to november 2007.

this fresh start isn't anything like a fresh start.

She's his yellow brick road
Leading him on
And letting him go as far
as she lets him go
Going down to nowhere

She puts on her make-up
The same way she did yesterday
Hoping everything's the same
But everything has changed

In my mind
Everything we did was right
Open your eyes, I'll still be by your side
How could I ever have been so blind?
You give me something to sleep to
at night

He wakes up to the sound
So scared that she's leaving
He wishes she were still
asleep next to him
Hoping she will change

In my mind
Everything we did was right
Open your eyes, I'll still be by your side
How could I ever have been so blind?
You give me something to sleep to
at night

You give me something to sleep to
And all I know is
You give me something to dream to when I'm all alone and blue
Don't leave me now
Don't leave me now

Don't leave me now
Don't leave me now
Don't leave me now
Don't leave me now
Don't leave me now
Don't leave me now

In my mind
Everything we did was right
Open your eyes, I'll still be by your side
How could I ever have been so blind?
You give me something to sleep to
Something to sleep to
Something to sleep to at night

michelle branch-something to sleep to

macy gray-i try.

my world crumbles when you are not here.

yay.

for a job.

again.

but which one do i pick? its like picking your nose i guess.. which nostril...

i guess whichevers got more goodies in it.